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Sunday, December 24, 2006


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i found out 1 thing abt me
and i need a solutions to control it.

i having moody thoughts..
it happen whenever i seriously
listen to the music and lyrics.
i will be having those
sort of emo emotions

i can even cry whenever i want
when i get that feeling..
from what i know
it mostly happen to ppl
when they are having
up and down or break up
in a relationship.

while not for me,
maybe that why
i feeling so sad and moody now
even when i am bored.
maybe the fact that
when i was young
from p1-p6
i only stay at home

i can sit down at outside
alone and observe the ppl .
that when the moment
when i know i need to get out
of something badly after
addicted to it so much
i needed it so much.

(i cant even believe
kelvin still remember abt it
after 1 year.)
and i was even been questioned by him
abt it,but when i ask what abt him
he doesnt give me an answer which i wanted
he just didnt say abt it
and change the topic.

i relate every points abt it
in my mind,then i finally
set a mindset then i need to
get out of it..

same to friendship
and when i set my mindset
and straight abt it,there
will not be a turning point
to acturally they/i regret
abt the decision,and say to themself
"if i only i did not like that i might change
thing",well i guess thing just goes like
that for me.which maybe i keep
to myself.ppl might think
i am running from reality well
i'm not i acturally facing it
and not afraid to handle
whatever SHIT or good stuff
god give me.

it give me to be an anti-social
cause i dont trust ppl anymore
after a 2 1/2 year of experient
and horrible SHIT that happen
i hate it that much..

and i dont trust ppl
regardless of their races even chinese
i only trust, my best friends and thoes
stuff that are correct.

while when now you are having
a boy/girl friend you are just wasting
your time.it doesnt give you that
lasting thing. which i acturally
think,
rather
1st choose to find the right one
or
2nd be that bestfriends.even though
when you have feelings for each other..
(cause that last)

its better when
if you are friends with him/her
then you like each other,
then after u break up
you both hate each other what for
and guess what you just LOST A FRIEND.

that you might not be able to find anymore.




SHERMINE
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Sunday, December 24, 2006